"Experience is as to intensity, and not as to duration"

In 'normal' life everyone recognizes moments of the daily rut and the search for an escape, whatever helps you to get out if your routine. From vacation to parachute jumping for the daredevils, wanting that boost of adrenaline.

Well, unwillingly, I found the way to really live in every moment. I have never felt more alive and kicking. It's like having an adrenaline rush with every breath, laughter and tear. It may seem contradictory to say that this is somehow beautiful to experience. It's intensity is also a bit exhausting, so this is not a recommendation ;-)